“What do we do with our feelings? We hide them in our muscles!” Yes. Everyone has heard that saying circulating on social media. How does that pertain to my current situation? I am currently dealing with depression, anxiety, spouts of anger, and a sprinkle of over thinking. So what do I do? At home workouts! Hahaha. Where do I begin?
I feel like I haven’t spent my money wisely, and I am not putting enough energy into closing sells.
Every time I crunch numbers, I cringe at the fact that things are not adding up—I am spending more than I am making. My bills are paid, but money is not rolling in the way I want it to.
Sometimes, I get myself so worked up over the “what ifs”, that I start to drag my feet and back pedal. I know what I need to do. However, I am finding it hard to do the important tasks to be successful in this industry. I see everyone around me making it, but then there’s little old me on an island by myself. It is always in the back of my mind that I do not want to be apart of the 92% of agents who fail in the industry. I want to ask for help, but trusting people especially in this industry is not my forte. People will use you, abuse you, and throw you out if you become no use to them—
What is my next step? I am not sure, but I need a sign.
I am not giving up!
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